Monday, December 31, 2007
Confession: I Wanna Have a Baby
I can't believe I'm saying it either. Up until now I've relished in the fact that I've been 100% kid free. I can get up and go when I please, spend all of my money on myself and only have to think about taking care of myself. It has been a nice feeling, I can't deny it. But something has happened to me all of a sudden. I don't know if it's turning 33 or what but I'm really starting to feel "the baby itch." I was thinking about it today and I was asking myself, why are you making such a big deal about this? You can handle it. And you know what, I think I can. I just have to stop being afraid. Stop worrying about losing my independence or freedom. The rest is up to Allah.